Friday, February 27, 2009

The Offering

Yes…people usually offers what they have…and what I have is kindness and help. I offer people kindness and help so that they can be happy and are able to do their work. But my offering seems to have make an unpleasent incident. I ever have this ex-housemate which I ever offer her foods, helps and transport but in the end she steal my money and blaim on the other person and even lied to me bout some matters. And this is not only once that ever happen. After she left so I stop contacting her till the new housemates move in. Yes…a bunch of new comers and also rude. Extremely rude and no brain. It’s because I don wanna cos trouble and also wanna be friendly with them cos we’re living in the same roof. I offer food sometimes, help and transport too…but in the end…what I get is bad rumours being spreaded in the school.

Yes I admit some are my bad habits but come on la…who don ever have a bad habit? Including you and me…plus my habits didn’t even affected them…but they even forgotten that WHO wash the toilet? WHO clean the kitchen when everytime they done cooking and leaving all the dirts and left overs in de basin? WHO throw out the trash? All right…a bunch of guys living under de same roof with de ONLY GIRL. HEY, I pay for the rent too and I am not paid to be your servant there…I have my own life and you people are just someone who went through my life who din even stop by to say hello…so why do I care and clean all of you’re junks after all of you had dirty it…WHY SHOULD I DO THAT? In my family I don’t even help my dad and my bro to do this and you people wanted me to be ur free servant? Who are you to me?

Saying bad things, spreading rumours, something is normal and they say it till its serious…come on…you guys…you’re ugliness I din even say it to anyone but why do you say bout mine? Mine din even affected you all…Some of you even took my food and even use me…ok fine…I spare it cos we’re housemates…I’m willing to help…but after what had happen before and I know it now…eventhough it took me a long time to know what actually happen but now I can tell this people is that…I DON’T GIVE A DAMN OF WHAT YOU SAID BOUT ME…YOU DON”T EVEN KNOW ME SO FUCK OFF…Fucking people speak fucking words…

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Am I Right or Wrong?

When I was a kid, I'm used to admit my own faults when I done something wrong and I know is not easy...yes this is true cos like this u can be true to yourself...but what if...when you done nothing wrong and people demanded for your apologies? What if when you know that you yourself done nothing wrong but people claim that your wrong? You think and think and think and re-think...you still doesn't know anything wrong but they say your WRONG~!!!

This incident ever happens on me when I was still an immature in KK nor in SDK...actually I'm a person who can think well bout myself and what have I done in order to keep myself save and not hurting anyone including myself...then I started to think...am I wrong? Did I really did something wrong? Do they really think that I am so wrong?

It's because of this my world had turned up-side-down...but yet, I still can think carefully...I will ask myself why and what actually happen? Why people keep blaiming me while they are having their own problems? Why they have to blaim when they themselves the one who are wrong? Sometimes I just don't understands peoples mind...What do they want? Why are they doing this? I had just become a victim to this nonsence people mind thinking...I am so blur because of them...Am I right or wrong?