Thursday, April 30, 2009

Seven Pounds

Well well guys...here we go again . Another movie that I watched just then with my darling , veronica. Haha...assignments all done so I must relax for a day or more...We went to CP and watch de 11.40pm show...well it is kinda late and we went to cp kinda late also...the stores are closing even de fast food corner...so we went to warisan "cari makan" (look for food). We even meet some friends there...Daniel Michael and Len with Patrick and his friend...^^

So back to the main point...Seven Pounds

Two years ago Tim Thomas (Will Smith) was in a car crash, which was caused by him using his mobile phone; seven people died: six strangers and his fiancée, Sarah Jenson (Robinne Lee).

A year after the crash, and having quit his job as an aeronautical engineer, Tim donates a lung lobe to his brother, Ben (Michael Ealy), an IRS employee. Six months later he donates part of his liver to a child services worker named Holly (Judyann Elder). After that he begins searching for more candidates to receive donations. He finds George (Bill Smitrovich), a junior hockey coach, and donates a kidney to him, and then donates bone marrow to a young boy named Nicholas (Quintin Kelley).

Two weeks before he dies he contacts Holly and asks if she knows anyone who deserves help. She suggests Connie Tepos (Elpidia Carrillo), who lives with an abusive boyfriend. Tim moves out of his house and into a local motel taking with him his pet box jellyfish. One night, after being beaten, Connie contacts Tim and he gives her the keys and deed to his beach house. She takes her two children and moves in to their new home.

Having stolen his brother's credentials, and making himself known by his brother's name Ben, he checks out candidates for his two final donations. The first is Ezra Turner (Woody Harrelson), a blind meat salesman who plays the piano. Tim calls Ezra Turner and harasses him at work to check if he is quick to anger. Ezra remains calm and Tim decides he is worthy.

He then contacts Emily Posa (Rosario Dawson), a self-employed greeting card printer who has a heart condition and a rare blood type. He spends time with her, weeding her garden and fixing her rare Heidelberg press. He begins to fall in love with her and decides that as her condition has worsened he needs to make his donation.

His brother tracks him down to Emily's house. Ben then demands that Tim return his IRS ID to him. Tim leaves and returns to the motel. He fills the bathtub with ice water to preserve his vital organs, climbs in, and then commits suicide by pulling his box jellyfish into the water with him. His friend Dan (Barry Pepper) acts as executor to ensure that his organs are donated to Emily and Ezra. Ezra Turner receives his corneas and Emily receives his heart. Afterwards, Emily meets Ezra at a concert and they begin to talk.



As I can say...great...maybe at first you dunno what it is trying ot say...but if you put patience in it...you will understand the story and the pain that Ben is facing. Can say I like the story. It's touching and I did cried. Cos in this world you won't find someone like him. Willing to die for someone. Well maybe the heaviness in his heart were getting stronger so ha decide to suicide so he can save his loved ones and the people that he own them his life...sad sad...I wan this kind of guy XD

Monday, April 27, 2009

Unfair

Here is this thing keep on bothering me till I can't sleep. Life is unfair. My life is unfair too. I know in this world there are lots of people facing the same thing I'm facing right now. My family my friends and others some people I met, are being so unfair. I am so stressed out, miserable and depressed bout this matter. I dunno how to face this matter. All I can do is ignore. But even thought I play this ignorance game, later at night I will struggle again to think non-stop of what had happen to me.

I don't understand...Why? Not only I'm facing this matter among outsiders even insiders like my own family I'm also facing the same thing that. So not fair...everything is so not fair. I know what you guys wanna say, "The world is unfair", "This is life", "Face it" and whatever you can say here...I do know this and I do understand what the world thinks and those other human nature thinking. Unfair always happen no matter where we go and where we are and whom we're facing. I'm just too sad to know that the world are being so unfair. This is just fate.

But because of this unfairness, I learn to become strong. I learn to face them and get rid of them from my life. I know there are something I still can't get myself away from it but I will try my best to avoid. This unfairness has hurt me so deep till I can break down and my heart will stop beating for the world. So I will be strong to fight back. I don't care what will happen in the future but at least now I'm learning something that I will face in the future. Sometimes human are stupid. Even me. I do admit this stupidness of mine. But to compare with some people, I consider myself lucky cos I'm still aware and concious of myself and my surrounding. I'm still sane and I know what I am doing, talking and acting. There are some actions I do feel bad in the end after I do it and I will apologies. But some people they just don't realise their own problem and go bla bla bla the whole day off...

And that is annoying.........

Red Thread(赤い糸)




芽衣hero, Haruna's older sister, and often spend time together in the air It's a childhood friend of the three. 実は、芽衣は悠哉に好意を抱いていたのだが、悠哉から姉・春菜への気持ちを聞き、自分の悠哉への好意を明かさない決意をする。 Actually, I had芽衣is about the Yu-friendly It's heard from his sister's feelings for Haruna It's Yu, their determination to keep the favor It's my comfort.

中学生になった芽衣は、級友のアツシと交際を始めるが、このアツシとの関係は、アツシと水商売の女との二股、ドラッグを使用した性交渉などを経て、破綻する。芽 衣the middle school, started dating a classmate and ATSU system, ATSUSHI relationship with this woman and the timing of the liquor trade and ATSU system, after his drug use and sex, to collapse. そ の後、芽衣は、失恋のショックの反動から、コータと、恋愛感情のない性交渉を繰り返し、親にも反抗して家を飛び出し、煙草を吸うなどしながら夜道を歩いて いたところを、不良にひっかかり、友人・美亜と一緒に、避妊なしで激しく輪姦されたり、友人が自殺未遂で記憶喪失になったりするなど、想像を絶する数奇な 遍歴をたどるなか、たかチャンと出会う。 The芽衣, the shock of a broken heart from the rebound, and Coater, repeated sex with no romantic, rebellious and out of the house to the parents, while I was walking by night and smoke a cigarette, a bad hang-up, the beauty of Asia with a friend, or gang-rape is not against birth control, such as memory loss and attempted suicide by a friend, follow the journey of ups and downs of the unimaginable, a chance encounter grove.

しかし、たかチャンは、芽衣の親友・沙良が好意を寄せていた相手だった。 But Taka Chan, who was a close friend of their favorable沙良芽衣. それを承知で、友達を裏切りながらも、芽衣はたかチャンと付き合い始める。 With the knowledge that, despite the betrayal of friends, acquaintances and begin芽衣Taka Chan. しかし、たかチャンの嫉妬、暴力などによって、結局、別れを決意するなど、さまざまな男との出会いと別れを繰り返していく。 But the jealousy of Chan falcon, and the violence, after all, and decide to say goodbye, and goodbye again to meet with various men.

ある時、芽衣の友人・優梨とナツの間に子供ができ、昔の友人が集まった。 One time, and between children and NATSU優梨芽衣friends, gathered at an old friend.

その時、別の彼女(麻美)と一緒といるアツシの姿を目にして動揺する。 At that time, she's different (Mami) to upset the ATSUSHI ever seen together. さらに、芽衣の父親の病気治癒を神社に祈るアツシの心情を知って、芽衣はさらに心を動かされる。 Furthermore, I know the feelings of the shrine to pray for healing disease ATSUSHI father芽衣,芽衣will be affected. が、折悪しく、芽衣が、ドラッグ・パーティーから持ち帰った薬物を、かつて一緒に輪姦された友人・美亜が使ってしまい、薬物中毒に陥る。 Is untimely,芽衣, took drugs from the drug party, but with the beauty of Asia with a friend who was a former gang-rape, falling into drug addiction.

芽衣は、美亜への呵責と対処に悩み、さらに、人格障害をもったアツシの現在の彼女・麻美からの嫌がらせにも苦しめられる。芽 衣the troubles in Asia to deal with troubled skin, and suffer from the harassment of her Mami ATSU with the current system of personality disorder. 結局、芽衣は、アツシと付き合うようになるが、麻美からの嫌がらせは止まなかった。 After all,芽衣, hook up the system and ATSU, harassment from the止MANAKATTA Mami. 麻美は、アツシの母親の経営する店への融資がらみのいやがらせ、芽衣の輪姦事件を表沙汰にするなど、芽衣とアツシの別離を画策する。 Mami, harassment-related loans to the store owner's mother ATSU system, including the gang rape of芽衣表沙汰the case, propose the separation of Si and芽衣ATSU. しかし、アツシが身を挺して自動車から芽衣を救ったのを目にしてから、麻美はようやく嫌がらせを止める。 However, from seeing the buds of clothing saved from the car and himself挺ATSU Si, Mami will finally stop the harassment.

芽衣の実母の話が語られ、 アツシは自殺した芽衣の実母のホステス仲間の子であった。 The mother told the story of芽衣, ATSU system was the mother of the children of fellow芽衣hostess committed suicide.

さまざまな困難を乗り越えた芽衣とアツシは、最後に赤い糸で結ばれた。 ATSU芽衣system and overcome the difficulties, the last soul mate.


A movie that I'd watched with my friend on Sunday(27 April 2009). Very touching and sad for the girl and the boy. I cried a bit when the movie is almost end. I kinda like this story. For a person like me who doesn't believe in fate on love anymore, suddenly felt that having fate is nice but on certain people only...This is what I felt when I watch this movie. Just like the movie describes, "If you really have faith, no matter where you are, we still can meet and continue our journey or to the next life."

Saturday, April 25, 2009

僕等がいた(Bokura ga Ita)


Nanami Takahashi, a 15 year old high school student, falls in love with and begins dating the most popular guy in school, Motoharu Yano. However, their relationship is not easily maintainable. Yano's past, as well as the complex emotions they bring up, make it difficult to be completely honest about how he feels. To add more troubles to their relationship, caught in the middle are Yuri Yamamoto, the younger sister of Yano's now dead ex-girlfriend, and Masafumi Takeuchi, Yano's best friend. Yuri's past with Yano goes deeper than one might suspect and her feelings run deeper than she portrays in public. Takeuchi cherishes Yano's friendship, but at the same time, he may lose it for someone dear to him, Nana. The story revolves around how Takahashi must search deep inside herself and find her true feelings for Yano whilst being able to trust and accept Yano's feelings for her as well, deciding if Yano is indeed the one for her or if someone else can provide better solace. There will possibly be a sequel that will most likely follow the plot of the manga.


A romance manga by Yuuki Obata. I really recommend this anime/comic to all the anime lovers out there whom love this kind of pure and innocent love story anime. I really love this kind of story. Pure and innocent. Plus this anime have such beautiful and fantasy graphics that make me felt so comfy...^^

If you guys love romance story, this would be the best to melt your heart away =3

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Keanu Reeves



Damn so tired and kinda stressing this few days...not only I can't do my work with my pc or laptop...some work need to redo cos my pc suddenly went crazy and doesn't allow me to open my files...so I have to redo de whole thing...DAMN~!!!

Well recently I'm so IN to this guy...Keanu Reeves...yes that's HIM. The main character for Matrix~!!! His my guy...my type of guy...I like this kind of tall, hot and handsome looking guy...very into him I can say =3

I watch a movie starring him. < The Day The Earth Stood Still>. Nice movie and the female character, dang she's beautiful. She have this beautiful big blue eyes. As I can re-call her name is Jennifer Connelly. Yeap...she's beautiful indeed and I love to look at her eyes...their beautiful ^^

As I know he also starring in a few movies not only Matrix. You can try on <Constantine>. Nice and full of conceptual movie. It might be boring to some people who doesn't know film language but for me...this movie and cool and I like the way he act. < The Lake House>. I haven't watch this...must try it~!!! XD
Such beautiful face...I really can't resist and keep on starring at him the whole time*melts*
I like the way he stare at people...it melts my heart away~ *blush*
Can't...resist.......
must....looookkkkkk.........

Friday, April 10, 2009

What an Enormous Day

Well...I'm suppose to wake up early and continue my work. But dunno why my head headache. Headache the whole day. I even feel I wanna vomit. I woke up at 10 am but headache so I sleep again and woke up at 1pm. Later on still feel worse so I sleep again at 2 something then woke up at 5...It's 5 and I din even done a thing...what a doob am I...so i still having headache and don really feel well...

So later on I got out at 7 to Burger King for dinner and do my work. Who knows when I arrive at Burger King, my headache immediately ok already. I don feel anything anymore or worse. This is so strange...maybe today is Good Friday and well you know my house is full of those Buddhism stuffs and even the big table...=_=lll

Scary...so can say I was having fun at Burger King doing my work and eating my dinner. I even saw Christopher with his friend having dinner together. Christ he call me while I din even notice him. After so late about almost 1o, a group of people come in and sit beside me. Some they saw I'm doing my photoshop work and I even heard they say as for my number. Well of course...*cough cough...I have to act cool and din hear anything. Hahaha...

So after almost 11pm,I went to veron's place cos we keep sms'ing de whole night. Then she ask me to go to her place. Jeremy is there too. So we keep doing our work and ss here la...later on we will watch Jason the 13 this thriller movie...nice XD

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

What a Regretful thing to Happen~!!!

Ok...so here it is, I lost my Adobe After Effect work. Mr Jeremy's work that I only have 2 weeks left to pass up his work before my presentation. But now, it's all gone and the pictures in my camera also all gone. So that means I can fail my subject. Ok, let me tell you how I lost my work.

This morning , well you know, schools computer are all infected. But I din think much and directly put in my USB so I can show my work. Later on in the afternoon, I scan my USB cos its contagious with schools virus. After I scan using my laptop, then I ask Ms. Ka to help me scan again. At night when I open my USB wanna to do my work...suddenly my file, its GONE.

I keep on tracking it and check and re-check and re-check. It's really all gone. Nothing left for me. Nothing. I call up Hamsap Lou to mourn. Then I call up Veronica to mourn also. Then later on I have to msn Mr.Jeremy for mercy and ask him to allow me to change my work to the easy one. I can tell you I am suffocating of what had happen. I have to brainstorm again for my easy idea.

Not only that, I'm having computer problem also. My laptop RAM and my pc RAM is not big enough to support Adobe After Effect this program and my pc are like dying cos of viruses that are too strong that I had collected without formating or scanning since Semester 2 cos my pc can't online. Even I wanna do my Maya work also got problem.

I can say, WHAT A BAD MONTH I'M HAVING RIGHT NOW~!!!!!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Movies that I've been watching this 2 days

First, I'm going to introduce this movie that I'd watch on Friday (3 April)...

Unborn

Casey Beldon (Odette Yustman) is plagued by nightmare visions of strange looking dogs, and an evil child with bright blue eyes.

While baby-sitting Matty, her neighbor's son he attacks her with a mirror. After being hit with the mirror, Casey's eyes begin to change color, an optician explains that she is experiencing Tetragametic chimerism and Heterochromia. After questioning her father she learns she had a twin brother who died in the womb. Casey begins to suspect that the spirit haunting her is the soul of her dead twin, being possessed by a dybbuk, wanting to be born so it can transfer to the world of the living.

Casey meets a woman named Sofi, who is revealed to be her grandmother. Sofi explains that she had a twin brother who was killed in Nazi experiments in Auschwitz when they were both just children (presumably having been experimented on by Josef Mengele, as Sofi describes him as looking like an angel and Mengele was often referred to as the Angel of Death). The boy was brought back to life by a dybbuk who intended to use his body as a portal into the world of the living. Sofi killed her twin to stop the dybbuk, and now it haunts her family for revenge. Sofi refers Casey to Rabbi Sendak (Gary Oldman), who can perform a Jewish exorcism to remove the dybbuk.

The exorcism is performed, but things go awry as the dybbuk tries to stop Rabbi Sendak from completing the ritual. Several people are wounded and others are killed. The exorcism is finally completed, and the dybbuk is drawn back from the human world. Casey's boyfriend is severely wounded and later dies with Casey by his side. Casey mourns him and she soon finds out that she is pregnant by him, with twins.


I rate this movie 4 star cos it is very freaking scary that freaks me out and the special effects on the creature is so damn real and scary. I was like keep holding on Veron's hand cos I really freaked out when the things appear. =3


My Bloody Valentine



Twenty years ago in the sleepy mining town of Valentine Bluffs, a methane gas explosion trapped five miners in a shaft when the foremen of the crew left early to attend the town's Valentine's Day dance. Six weeks later, the sole survivor of the accident, Harry Warden, was rescued; he survived on the flesh of his dead coworkers and went mad. After a year in an institution, he escaped on Valentine's Day killing and cutting out the hearts of the guilty crew foremen, leaving a warning that the same would happen if the town ever again held a Valentine's Day celebration.

With the legend of Harry Warden nothing but a distant memory, a group of young miners and their girlfriends decide that the town has gone without a party long enough. As the night of the dance approaches, a murderous maniac in mining gear begins dispatching townsfolk in bloody and creative ways.

The town Sheriff and Mayor quickly deduce it must be Harry Warden, who was returned to the institution, and attempts by them to confirm Warden's status is hindered. Despite the murders, the young adults continue with their plans for a dance, laughing off the "stories" of the murderous Harry Warden.

Finally the night of the dance is reached and as the Miner dispatches of several partakers, a group decide to venture into the mines to explore and impress the women. Realizing that a killer is on the loose, a rescue party composed of T.J. and Axel go after their friends and Sarah who was among the first group. The Miner has indeed followed them into the mine, killing most of them, and forcing T.J., Axel, Sarah and Patty to try to escape. Axel appears to be killed and Patty is murdered as well leaving only T.J. and Sarah.

On the surface the Mayor and Sheriff have learned the truth about Harry Warden's whereabouts and are preparing to lead a group of men into the mines. In the mine, the Miner attacks T.J. and Sarah on a moving rail line and the fight eventually is forced into an abandoned shaft where the integrity of the ceiling is in doubt. Sarah manages to remove the mask of the Miner to reveal the killer is in fact not Warden, but Axel. A flashback reveals that he witnessed the murder of his father, one of the foremen, by Harry Warden when he was a boy.


Oh yeah and I rate this movie 3 stars. Reason, story is normal. I can say it is kinda thrilling but I only like the way the killer kill the people. Like the way how he kill in a murderous and cruel and cold blodded like a monster. I can say this movie is very icky cos you can see all those dead people being split to pieces. Very icky. I only like the icky part and I salute that part cos it is damn nice. Sorry for saying de movie storyline is boring. >.<


Well after this I will be busy for my other assignements. Have to work on wit it and GAMBATEH~!!!!!!! XD