How messed up I am now...

As you guys know, I graduated from an institute in KK. When I entered this institute, I still remember the person on the reception table told me and my parents that their certificate are recognized and qualified and they even promise that practical or after graduated, they will help us find work and so on. But everything change after I enter this place.

This place end up like a blood sucking vampire. They keep on sucking all your bloody money while they provide nothing. Bad management, bad facilities, bad lecturers and things are getting way even way so expensive.

After 4 years I struggle in this fucking bloody institute, today, I finally got a news from my dream Uni which I wanted to apply for degree. They called me and told me that my certificate are not recognized and it is not qualified. So they can't accept my diploma. But if I still wanted to enter the uni, I have to start everything all over again for another 4 years. Do you know how much I wanted to cry over this fucking useless certificate?

Now I have to leave my most favourite Uni behind. Forget it and start looking for others in KL. If the result is the same and saddening, I better give up and start working my butt off.

Yeah yeah I know..."you" wanna say that outside people are spreading bad rumours about "your" college and "you" keep saying that "your" college is fine and there is no such thing. Well FUCK YOU~!!! You don't wanna accept the fact of yourself being like that. You don't learn from your mistake and make it worse.

All the students who payed and worked their butt off for this certificate and this is what you're giving them? You ruin people's future. All you're good at, do you have money to study? When people were asking for scholarships and this is how you reply people? If you don't have money, go and borrow from your rich aunties and uncles to pay our school fees. WTF~???

So obvious this school is useless. SO POOR KIDS CAN'T ENTER UR COLLEGE BUT ONLY RICH KIDS???

So guys, if you wanted to enter this institute, think twice 1st. Don't end up like me, miserable and regret and wasted to many money and my precious times.

。。。+*我放弃了*+。。。

我现在能够体谅到为什么会这样了。。。
有一些事情我本人是不能够接受到的。。。
我已经不想要里了。。。
就由得“它”过吧。。。

我也不会再作出什么主动了。。。
我也没有信心了。。。
我没办法去爱了。。。
我看我真的很需要时间。。。
把我的脑袋想得清清楚楚。。。
也把我的心解开。。。

我得要爱我自己多一点。。。
我得要让我自己更有多一点选择。。。

谢谢你“来”了一下子。。。
我现在能够了解到了。。。

但我和你有没有缘分。。。
这要看我们的未来了。。。
但是我很清楚我的心要的是什么。。。

...+*Secret Recipe Delight*+...

It's Tuesday. Boring~

Well I went out to meet up with some of my friends plus I need to take something from them. So we end up in Secret Recipe. Yes yes...famous with the cakes...YES that place. Cake Heaven. Consider ok to me. Tonight I'm not really interested with any cakes since I had some the other day at Equator.

And I ordered Ice Blended Chocolate. I love the cream~ Yum Yum~

Thien Thien is in front of my nom'ing his cream~

This one belongs to me...Ice Blended Chocolate~ ^^

Yan Yan seems bored...Yawn~

Adui Hong Hong...stop messaging your gf la...focus on us man >=(

Nom Nom...Yum~ XD

I love the lights... It's a gothic style of black crystal lights...COOL~

This whole week is going to be a busy busy BUSY week ever since I had in Sandakan~ Especially this coming Friday and Saturday. I'm going to get as much pictures as I could and videos as well to be share about my team member big day~ ^^

...+*Equator Fever*+...

Today I went out with my Fat Cat sis, Coco, to look for a birthday cake for my mum and I know my mum is a cheese lover. So I went to Equator wanted to place an order but too bad they will be close till 21 Oct 2010 while my mum's birthday is on 22 Oct 2010. So we end up ordering one American Cheesecake from 7 Heaven.

The pictures below are the cakes we had today at Equator. Hope you enjoy them~

I love Vivi Magazines so I must get one to read~ ^^

One from the left side belongs to Coco...she ordered vanila while ME ordered caffe latte

German Black Forest...Coco's cake. I don't really like the taste.

One Tiramisu coming right up... my cake~ the cream is wonderful but not the bicuits~ >..<

And here are my dumb fat cat sis enjoying her drink~ ( = ..=)

After this wonderful tea time, we went to 7 Heaven to place an order. And she ordered another mango yoghurt ice cream. Yuck~ I can't stand for one day having too much sweets. Well apparently she end up too stuffed and too sweet. Haha~

Hope you guys enjoy your days as well since today is Sunday~

P/S
Missing someone so badly~

...+*Red String Bridal*+...

This is one 20 minutes fast doodle that I'd done when I am stressed. Hopefully you guys love this~


Tools : Photoshop CS3



Recently too many stuffs to be done but so little time. I need more time to do my stuffs. I really need to become a vampire so that I can be sleepless and can have more time with my stuffs. Haha...with special powers so that I can finish everything...Oh Yeah...Vampire Edward ROCKS~

...+*Casio Poptone*+...

Today as usual I went to "pasar" with my mum for groceries. Then I remind my mum bout the watch that she promised me. Then she brought me to the store. Among all I saw this one and only watch that was "calling" for me to notice it.(LOL~) And yeah when I look at one by one till this one, I saw...cute, girlie and wonderful. Something I wanted. Something that I can have it stuck to me for a very very very long time. And so yeah, my mum saw this and she says this is really special. SO... from the actual price, RM210, the lady boss discounted as she knows my mum and my sis was her regular customer, she less till RM140. Cheap isn't it? So damn cheap~

At 1st the lady boss only wanted to less till RM150 but my mum talk her out. Till the end, RM140 will be and yeap, happy till the maxxxx~ >v< ♥♥♥

Ever since my Dad bought me the 1st watch of my life, then the rest I am the one who bought it but all are cheap stuffs so they doesn't last long. Till this is the very 2nd watch from my Mum that ever got someone gifted a watch to me in my life. (I hope the 3rd watch will be given by someone I love~ ^v^)

Now I am going to show you how nice is this baby of mine~

The whole thing~

Nearer side~♥♥♥ As you can see the heart shapes are wonderful and the red circles are actually effects that can fade away and back.

Nearer angle to see clearly~ ^^

One of the effect...LIGHTS~♥♥♥

Me wearing my baby Poptone~ ^^ I'll treasure this baby as much as I could...

Then got home at 11am something, I help my Mum with some cookery. We cooperate to cook "Samad". ( Somekind of belacan but better and tastier than belacan) Man it was tiring but I did have some fun cooking and chit chatting with my mum while cooking it.

I went to Post Office to get a delivery with my Mum and my baby Bro along to fetch my stupid Sis...Haha~

After all the post office and fetching are done, we went to Mile 4, QQ to order some take away. Today is already a cold rainy day but we all still went to get some cold drinks. ( QQ, is a place to have bubble tea and so on.)

Got home and enjoy the drink and online. What a pleasant and peaceful day ever since last 2 week and few days ago. Today will be the happiest day of my week.

。。。给那些没有头脑的人。。。

没有必要去嫉妒别人的成绩，人缘，地位，奖学金之类。原因有五：

1，别人可能真的付出得比你多，只不过你没看到。

2，这些东西只能带来一时的满足，而不是永久的满足，不要也罢。

3，这里面有你玩不来的游戏规则，玩的来的人也都挺累的。

4，你有不如人的，就一定有比别人好的，静待时机。

5，不争抢这些，你的朋友会更多。

Too angry to talk about the reason but 1 fucking easy to say...from now on, I only have 4 siblings, 2 sister and 1 brother only. That's all. The reasons to hate were too many and there is no way I can explain it out. For those who doesn't know what is actually exactly happening, I advise you better to stay off and stop giving useless comments to either both me or him. He's an unreasonable brat that doesn't use his brain to think and his way of mind thinking all were bullshits. Selfish, disrespect, brainless, unreasonable, bragger, assbag, asslicker, a dooky, playboy fucker, stubborn and liar.

I don't deal with this kind of bitches or bastards. Someone like this in my life, either being cursed by me or ignored. Cause there are no reasons for me to keep you staying in my life.

If you wanted to continue to jealous of me for what I had, then earn it yourself. Don't come and fucking giving a bunch of bullshits saying you did your best while you never ever did anything and blame others.

You think your friends are the best? Better than families? Then you are wrong. Those friends of yours, just a bunch of bullshitters.

My last word to you is, you're just a fucker who needs to be taught a damn huge lesson to know what is life...So shut the fuck up and 100% use your puny pea size brain to think what is actually happening...