Bed...My Forever Best Friend

Bed oh bed,

You are the only one and only that will never change,

This is why I love you so much,

You give me comfort to relax and cry on,

You give me protection when I needed one most,

You always be there for me when there is no others,

You know my dreams and you listen more to me,

And so true,

You will never ever hurt me no matter what....

A Big Make Over On Myself...

Ever since the incident happened, I started to have loads of thoughts in my life...and now, I finally make my move.

This Sunday morning is the best, my 1st time having Dim Sum breakfast with my colleagues. I was so excited about this and WK Restaurant their Dim Sum is the BEST~

This is Valerie, my lovely, cute and enormously funny friend that I can ever have...

This is Maggi, my colleague too and she's really cute too especially her funny way of reaction when she react to my disturbance on her...

This is "Yu Piao" Dim Sum which is one of my favourite dim sum among all...

This is "Tai Qi Gao"...Damn nice...the juice keep on flowing out when I took a bite at it... Sweet and yummy~

Here's my today breakfast~

Then I went to Citymall to look around and to get my haircut.

From a "FAIR LADY", ( which makes me look kinda mature or OLD) to become someone like....

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THIS~!!!!!!!

Well for some reasons, I really need my life back instead of listening to everyone. Plus, I kept my hair for someone but now since his a jerk and I felt that it doesn't worth anything to keep this long hair anymore so I just cut it. Maybe around next month I will colour my hair and buy some hair gel. Plus I also need a make over on myself. Kinda sick of having long hair. Long, straight, black and plain. LAME!!!!

And in order for a new me, I bought some new cosmetics. Kate eye shadow and RedEarth lip gloss and concealer. Currently I'm using my company's product from Korea called PriviaU. The stuffs are kinda nice and the make up base totally suits my skin.

Here are my new precious to show off~

I even got myself 2 pairs of new roses design contact lens. Grey and pink~

And I will squeeze out some of my time to design something new for my blog. It's been so long and I think my blog looks kinda...boring now. I'll get some time to do it...Now need to brain storm my projects...

Something Worth Trying

My favourite dream cool drum set~

Black is so totally cool too~

It's been so long I didn't update anything about my current life now. Well like usual, a very very very busy day or life. Meeting new people and trying something new.

Recently I have been taking drum class. Something that I thought I will regret taking it, but now I think it is worth it. Worth to give it a try plus I get to know a funny lecturer. Plus playing drum is really fun. Well at least I am doing something really really for myself. It's ok some people doesn't support me with what I am doing. At least I am happy and I know everything is worth it.

Now my dream is not only buying a house for myself. Now I wanna get a Pearl drum set too. I wish everything that I had plan will go smoothly... >..<

And few days ago, my car were almost gone. It really scares the crap out of me. Fuck that fucking loser trying to steal my car.

Well anyway, recently I am addicted to drums. Every songs that I listen, I listen to the drum beats instead of the singer or other background sounds. Everything that is music related, drum beats come first.

Working place...hmmm... everything is getting really good? I get to enjoy loads of stuffs and it is really a new experience to begin with. hopefully everything goes well...^^

Pain Pain please go away~

This 2 days I have been hanging out with my colleagues till they ask me about my love story. I didn't really talk much and tried to avoid it. But in the end we all started to share our stories one by one.

My colleagues shows their down emo side but yet I still keep myself a smiling face. But yet I am struggling inside. I thought I had forgotten about him. Thinking of what he had done on me, it makes me feels so down way even more. I keep on hanging out and laugh as much as I could, but....

I think within this few days I won't be able to calm myself again.

I needed someone to talk to and have a really long hug. But when I look into my contact list, there is no one I can find. Online but still the same. There is no one I can find. Because I know no one cares.

All I can do is hide my feelings. Smile and laugh...even though I know the matter is not funny, I still make myself to laugh.

I really wish there is someone who actually knows that I am not ok deep inside me....

Snow Flower

It has been a very very busy week. The picture here I got this while I was off for an hour from work, I took it inside my colleagues car. The view is totally awesome. Its like snow on the ground but actually white flowers that falls from the tree. The view was awesome but all I can get is this.

Thank You Hau Zhai for stopping by awhile just for me to take this picture. They are so wonderful and I love it.

。。。+*原來我還是小孩*+。。。

一直以來我以爲我很懂得“什麽是愛情”。。。

原來我根本什麽都不懂。。。

從“那”事情發生以後，我了解了愛情。。。

倏然我知道愛情是一種很了不起，很棒也很偉大的。。。

但我不清楚它到底有多犧牲，有多體諒和包容。。。

而我所經力過的。。。

真的是一場小孩子玩兒。。。

愛情真的可以學習到很多東西。。。

從學習縂慢慢長大。。。

我有時候會希望我自己能夠體會到真真的愛情。。。

充滿了數多色彩。。。

如果給我遇到“那個人”。。。

我一定會好好的珍惜他的一切。。。

Cute Cute Mascot and Yellow Day on 9 July 2011~

Since it is a boring and stressful Sunday, I'd decided to drag Stacy out with me to have brunch together and talk and did not expect to go downtown. So we end up showing up at Centre Point. It was crowded and like sardines crumple at one place. Today there are even one event is happening. "Xman" which there is this macho Malaysian that spends a lot of money joining the Apollo to step on the moon. The 1st Malaysian and from here he suddenly become a superstar =..=lll Kinda interesting to watch but then I just move on with my friend to the arcade. Then McD to have some Ice cream and it was yuck...toooooo sweet~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then we just walk around then I saw HIM~

CUTE~

So I ask my friend to help me ^^

So this 2 days had been some tiring and stressful day to me at work. While the society is fighting for freedom. How I wish I can join along. And luckily Sabah is not as messed up like Kuala Lumpur those area. It is kinda scary and the citizens...mostly got hurt. It is really a trully heart breaking scene from all the photos I saw in Facebook which everyone is sharing it. Not only in Malaysia we are fighting, there are Malaysians from outside the country is fighting too. Even the foreigners are fighting and supportive.

I am so glad and happy to know Malaysia with different races they join and unite to fight. Seeing Malaysian to be so united, I am so proud to claim that I am born to be a Malaysian. They are showing the spirit of being united as one.

And the government...damn they are being so damn racist. Now Malaysians...let us together we will show how united we are. This is 1Malaysia. All for one, and one for all...

...+*Smileless People Are Not Evil*+...

Today, something happened and I felt so damn uneasy about this matter.

Lunch hour, like the usual days I went down to a restaurant with my colleagues to grab a meal and there after we order the boss came by our table and started chit chatting with us.

All of the sudden, he mention about a sweet innocent smile that my colleague has. I looked at him smilling normally. Then he continue with his lil speech. He said that evil people that has loads of evil thoughts in their had never smiles. Even if they have those smiles are bitter.

Well Boss, to correct you with my opinion. Not all people with evil mind doesn't smile. Sad people doesn't smile too because of what they had went through.

I was once an innocent girl and not so bright and very shy. But things change after I had got myself in a lot of matters. My smiles changed. My heart changed and so does my heart. I used to smile.

Not all people who doesn't smile is evil. Even sad people had that too. For the life that they had went through. For all the happenings that happened on their life. Everything about the world and society can change someone's heart no matter what. There is no one can stay strong and keep being the old themselves. Everyone has got to change. So am I.

I admit I do changed a lot of what had happen in my life. I can't keep the old me already because I know I will need to change and be aware of my surroundings.

Sad people have more bitter smiles. Smiles that fill with pain and sorrow but they are not evil. They are just sad for everything but can not do anything but putting a smile on their face.

So yeah I do not agree with what he said. What do you think then?

This is me...

Delicacies and Daily

Well well well and so here am I~

Had some fun days and yadda yadda yadda~

Well this 2 days have been stressing out over my work but still it is fun while suffering and so on...haha~

Garlic Butter Chicken with Lisa at Upperstar ^^

(Few days ago)

And here are some muffins from Kenny Roger with Stacy yesterday~

I love Retro Project~ My new spec ^^

(Gonna intro this babe of mine later on )

Me me me~ my eyes were swollen that day~ >x<

Jewel Treasure drink I got~

Yummy isn't it? =D

Got home and tried on and it made me looks like a 25 years old Office Lady~ XD

This is what happened just then when I went out supper with my colleague at BTC~

It just happen suddenly jumping on the chair then the table then chomping down my leftovers~

This male kitty sure is hungry but he didn't finish the food~ TxT

My colleague Yee Xian~ I love to play with her ^^

Another mini intro of my spec~

Sorry for my sucks cellphone picture. I need to wait my camera to get back into my hand then I can get beautiful pictures once more~ TxT

I miss my cammy~

My Previous Days and Holidays

Well Hi guys, glad I am able to write again cause recently this few days I can't even online due to some error with my connection ^^

Due to my current new work, I need to get myself a new spec. In my whole life, this is my 1st very spec to wear with transitions and the frame brand are Retro Project. I just LOVE the design. Very victorian feel and cool. This babe actually cost me RM600~ T^T

And below here is my resit...waiting for the person to call me...I am waiting patiently~ ^^

I went to Secret Recipe with Esther~

Here's my drink~

Thai Green Curry Chicken...DELICIOUS~!!!!!

And for our dessert, Oreo Cheesecake~ Yummy but too sweet for me >..<

then the next 2 days I went to Sushi King with Lisa after I got a bad news~

My favourite Spicy Udon~

Hi guys~

My favourite style~

I got this babes from Michelle my baby when she was on her trip to Paris~

It has been 2 bad days I had. But now I am ok already and I had made my decision...everything will end~

...+*My Monday*+...

It's been sometime I did not update my blog cause of some error when I try to log in my blogspot. Hmmm...many things happened recently. Well not happy things but I am trying to over come it. No worries. Btw, I got a job already~

Had worked for 9 days and things started to get nice and I am blending into the place. Need more time. Gonna get busy with my life. A new life and dump my old self away. Some people I also need to get rid of them from my life.

While yesterday, I went out with Michelle cause she tried her very very best to come here for me. I am glad to have her around cause there is still someone really will keep her promise for me. I am glad to have you around baby~

We went shopping together and I spend 1 night with her and her parents in the hotel. It was nice. And today at 1B, I bought TheFaceShop products man I just love it. The stuffs are so good to use plus the service are nice. It is better than the last one I went at Suria. Not only the products seem nothing special and the service was bad. Gonna despise that place for a moment.

Michelle~ I spend a night with her at Starbuck cause there is no more places to go and all closed

This is the stuffs I got and some are free samples~

Me Me Me~

My snack cause I am hungry and this is my leftover from many many days ago~ kinda burned it TvTlll

My new nail polish while watching "The Lost Bladesman"~

See See See~ But the taste is normal...nth special...and I even got myself sick feeling wanna puke after eating this flour thingy >x<

Sorry but I have sick tummy ache when I consume flour thingy like bread and biscuit. Well so much for my days but yeah, My new and 1st BB Cream~ gonna love it cause when I try on the sample, damn the cream is really so damn nice and it totally slowly blend into my skin and smooth.

There are still a few more stuffs I wanna buy there but too bad I am almost out of cash. Need to restrain myself from continue making my wallet bleed~ >x<

But yet I am happy with my new stuffs. For some reasons I am happy spending all this money I got with something I like~ haha

My Lovely Day~

Today was a boring day, like usual and was stuck in the house bored and grrrr....till Lisa suddenly says wanna go Tanjung Aru to watch sunset. Dang I just follow her since it's been a very long time since i go there. So here it is, enjoy my sunset view~

Me while Lisa is behind me ss'ing~ XD

I love this shot of her~

Here is my sandal~

Me and Lisa's hand~

Our dinner at BTC. Mine is Keuy Teow Goreng Tom Yam while Lisa's is Mamak Mee~ Yummy food and I wanna have them again~

This below photos are not from Tanjung Aru sorry~ >..<

This is my Bacon Cheese Burger from NY NY~ Yum but I don't like the mince meat...yuck~

Johnny's Garlic Cheese Bread~ Yummy~

This is promotion Starbuck I drink with Suyi at Centre Point and she treated me...Thank you Suyi~ I love my drink very very much~ XD

Somehow I started to miss my mum already.... =(

Just wish my plan in KK will hurry up pass pass away so I can go back to where my family belongs~ =)