Something Worth Trying

My favourite dream cool drum set~

Black is so totally cool too~

It's been so long I didn't update anything about my current life now. Well like usual, a very very very busy day or life. Meeting new people and trying something new.

Recently I have been taking drum class. Something that I thought I will regret taking it, but now I think it is worth it. Worth to give it a try plus I get to know a funny lecturer. Plus playing drum is really fun. Well at least I am doing something really really for myself. It's ok some people doesn't support me with what I am doing. At least I am happy and I know everything is worth it.

Now my dream is not only buying a house for myself. Now I wanna get a Pearl drum set too. I wish everything that I had plan will go smoothly... >..<

And few days ago, my car were almost gone. It really scares the crap out of me. Fuck that fucking loser trying to steal my car.

Well anyway, recently I am addicted to drums. Every songs that I listen, I listen to the drum beats instead of the singer or other background sounds. Everything that is music related, drum beats come first.

Working place...hmmm... everything is getting really good? I get to enjoy loads of stuffs and it is really a new experience to begin with. hopefully everything goes well...^^

Pain Pain please go away~

This 2 days I have been hanging out with my colleagues till they ask me about my love story. I didn't really talk much and tried to avoid it. But in the end we all started to share our stories one by one.

My colleagues shows their down emo side but yet I still keep myself a smiling face. But yet I am struggling inside. I thought I had forgotten about him. Thinking of what he had done on me, it makes me feels so down way even more. I keep on hanging out and laugh as much as I could, but....

I think within this few days I won't be able to calm myself again.

I needed someone to talk to and have a really long hug. But when I look into my contact list, there is no one I can find. Online but still the same. There is no one I can find. Because I know no one cares.

All I can do is hide my feelings. Smile and laugh...even though I know the matter is not funny, I still make myself to laugh.

I really wish there is someone who actually knows that I am not ok deep inside me....

Snow Flower

It has been a very very busy week. The picture here I got this while I was off for an hour from work, I took it inside my colleagues car. The view is totally awesome. Its like snow on the ground but actually white flowers that falls from the tree. The view was awesome but all I can get is this.

Thank You Hau Zhai for stopping by awhile just for me to take this picture. They are so wonderful and I love it.