Get a mirror and look at yourself before you back-stab other innocent people...

Look here for those fuckin dumbass bitches no matter ur a guy or a gal...look, when people done nothing wrong on you, why do you wanna bug others business? Why do you wanna care so much? Is it because you need friends so that you came up with stupid and nonsense topic so you can get their attention? Or is it your personal hobby to ruin other peoples life and reputation? Or it is just so your favourite topic of gossiping people eventhough they are innocent and done nothing wrong on you and you was like, "Oh my God, I must ruin her life to make myself look better and get more friends." IS IT? FUCK YOU~!!!

Your nothing but a jerk that ruining other people's life and relationship. Why don't you get a mirror and look at yourself before you bad mouth and gossip other people? If you don't have a mirror, get a pail, pee on it and look at your damn face. Look at your own mistakes first before you bad mouth at other people. If you have your own faults and problem, then just shut up and continue with your damn life. Stop being such a bitch. Stop ruining other people's life. You also don't want the same thing happen to you, right? Think carefully before you say something that is unnecessary. If you don't wanna get hurt, don't hurt others.

Love is like a Drug

Everyone knows bout love. Me too and I do know even though I never been into one.The feeling that mixture along with various and different kind of feelings that drives you crazy.I ever had this mixture.It was like a mixture of different kind of wine that fill your mouth with one taste.It was cool but suffering too.

Yes, love is brilliant love is great love is wonderful and it sparkles your life and it rainbows your life.That is why love is some kind of a drug.You can't take them away or out from you cos it always remains in your heart and in your mind.Sometimes even your body are acting strange to this love thing.You even fantasized and you even do stupid things for your loved one's.Make them happy as much as you could just to see them smile.Comfort them as long as you can be when they are sad.In order to make them happy to make them yours and be with your forever, you willing to sacrifice everything.

Some people said that love is blind love is stupid.I also agree to this.It is because love is blind love is stupid, you get happiness in the end.But I know some people out there end up suffering and cry fro those whom betrayed them.

And I am the one that is afraid to get involve to this love matter.That is why until now I never had a boy friend.I know a lot about people's heart and that actually made me become someone that knows how to deal with this kind of various special people with heart problem.Having their boy friend's problem, family problem, friends problem and even their own problem and so on.

I just got tired about relationships problem and I made up my mind.Since family is already a fate to me and I have no choice but to be with them forever cos the more I know them the more I love them than before.No matter what they had done on me I still care and love them.This is already a love family drug to me...Hahaha...

Friends...I also kinda addicted to this drug when I got here in KK.Back in my hometown, even though you see me as a happy girl with a smiley face, well actually I'm not happy.I'm just forcing myself to smile so that people will like me.I never had best friends cos I had this bad past when i was in elemetary school.In really hurts me alot and this make me does not believe in anyone nor people beside me.From that time I swear I will not going to get a bestie friend because they are just the same.But after I came to KK, everything here is different.I kind open up my eyes and see how my friends help me when I was in trouble.So now I am addicted to this friendship love drug.

So people...when you open up your eyes and your mind, things are different and they are not what you think they are.

Love is always a drug.It just only depends whether you're dare to try this drug or not...

Heaven is so REAL~!!!

Recently I read a book. The title for that book is "Heaven is so Real" by Choo Thomas, an American Korean who went to Heaven 17 times in different way and Hell 2 times. This book is kinda amazing. This book tells you de story of Choo Thomas visiting Heaven and she wrote down all de details and what she see in Heaven in this very book.

Yes, Heaven is where all people would like to go...but there's been some question questioning me...Do Heaven exist? A friend of mine ask. For me a Christian, of course I believe there is Heaven. And why I believe? Because God had done many wonderful things in my life. He even show me his miracle. Eventhough it is not much but I do believe on somethings I'd pray for do happen. And I read a bit bout the bible...some of the elements that ever happen do happen.Well eventhought I believe but i'm still not so sure bout Heaven...so now I need to learn and know more bout God.Like I always told my friends...no one knows whether there is Heaven or not, but it also not that easy to get there...but I'm still hoping abd believing that Heaven really do exist plus God had show me many...I just need sometime to realise it (=. =;)

When they ask...

When they ask me…What do you think about critics that people have on you?

My answer is…just take it as a compliment. Or it is something that might hurt you so much….just ignore it. Reason why I need to say like this…

1) I know how and what people think of me and I would like to know more about what they think about me…

2) People do not know you and doesn’t even know anything about you, they will start to critic bout something nonsence and something that you have never done in your life. ( I met this kind of people and they kinda ruin my life here)

3) I know I’m stupid and slow sometimes but that doesn’t mean I dunno what are they talking behind my back cos I’m very sensitive but I do not show.

4) Well you can get to know more bout urself and learn what are ur mistakes

SO that is why when people ask…and this is my answer and my reason…in order to stay calmly and being unhurt…u have to know in what kind of situation and people you are dealingwith… Just stay calm and cool cos some people just wanna hurt you to make themselves happy…beware of this kind of people…I met them before…

About me having some life here...

Duh...everyone does have a life here...but mine is kinda like...well complicated...it is really hard to get someone to understand my situation cos no matter how I explain...they still don't understand. So I stop explaining, giving excuse or blaming...Cos there are time that explaining might do de work to get u out of trouble...but for me...explaining gets you into trouble...giving excuse...bla bla bla...is was like covering ur wrong...blaming...it's just hurting other people's feeling...so I will look and think carefully before I blame people because blaming is a very hurtful thing to do...so I also seldom blame people but myself...


So that is why my life is like...full of complicated stuffs and troubles. Mostly people get the wrong idea about me because of my movement and the way I talk and the things I talk...actually I din really mean it but trying to pull out a joke...but everything turns out worse. So I stop talking. I even ever afraid of people before...I don dare to go out my house nor my room.


But luckily I met some friends...they brought me out from my loneliness and darkness...they let me know more about God and Jesus...from then, I hav friends already and I am no longer lonely...I even started to talk but still I keep something to myself to avoid misunderstanding. Yes, those were the days I am miserable all the time...but lucky me to have come to KK and meet alot of different kind of friends and make me know more and understands more about human relationship and the important of it...


This are the people I wanna thank...Eileen, Irean and Veronica...thanx for all of ur support and caring and love towards me...I love you guys...and my family too...^^


Eileen, thanx for all ur help and caring and love...you help me alot and sometimes you also make me feels that ur like my boss...haha...>v<

Irean, thanx for being so friendly and nice and cute and lovable and helpful and caring to me...even your family too...thanx for everything that you had done for me...I appreciate it everything...

Veronica, thanx for being there for me and help me solve some of my problems eventhough u didn't really help much and your idea was like kinda pessimistic...kakaka XD...Well I know your situation so I don't really care much cos I know your not a toxic friend that I used to have in de past...I know there are a lot of things I can share to you no matter what we see, hear and experienced...just to tell you that you're my perfect listener...^^


I love you guys ~!!! And my family too ~!!! ^^

My artwork here ~!!! ^^

Time Waits For No One

Who says time waits for u?

Huh~!!!???

TIME NEVER WAITS FOR ANYONE INCLUDING YOU N ME~!!!

If you say time waits for u den ur stupid. When time flies, everything goes by just like that. “They” won’t stay by and say goodbye to u. Not only that, you will lose something special to you if u don’t do something about the time management.

I ever tried catching up with the time but end up slowly losing my family cos that time I only care about the time I have but not the people that I loved. But now I learn about the time and to appreciate the people that I loved.

So anyone out there whom read my blog about “Time Waits For No One”, do something about ur time. Don’t let it slips away. Because once it slips away, it will never come back.

Appreciate ur loved one's life

This is not the 1st time I heard deaths among people. In my church, SIB, I've been receiving this kind of msg's bout our church member, one by one they leaved us. Away from the world. Joining God and Jesus at Heaven.

But I was thinking, not everyone can go to Heaven. And now I am doing my best to treasure every of my loved ones. I don't wanna lose any of them. So before I regret, I will treasure and appreciate them and know them more. Right now there's one person that makes me worried. Dad, I know u have ur own will to do something you want but please...before you decide on something, please just ask and care whether we agree or not. If anything happens, we are the one who is in trouble. And you will be guilty for the rest of your life. And I don't want to hate you more than before.

But no matter how I wanna change him, his still the same. This breaks my heart. Makes me stop talking to him. I hope he would know what I actually think and feel about him.

A noob and newbie here

Hi Hi everyone...I'm a first timer here...still kinda new in using a blog...so...kinda need help here...hehe...