Everyone knows bout love. Me too and I do know even though I never been into one.The feeling that mixture along with various and different kind of feelings that drives you crazy.I ever had this mixture.It was like a mixture of different kind of wine that fill your mouth with one taste.It was cool but suffering too.
Yes, love is brilliant love is great love is wonderful and it sparkles your life and it rainbows your life.That is why love is some kind of a drug.You can't take them away or out from you cos it always remains in your heart and in your mind.Sometimes even your body are acting strange to this love thing.You even fantasized and you even do stupid things for your loved one's.Make them happy as much as you could just to see them smile.Comfort them as long as you can be when they are sad.In order to make them happy to make them yours and be with your forever, you willing to sacrifice everything.
Some people said that love is blind love is stupid.I also agree to this.It is because love is blind love is stupid, you get happiness in the end.But I know some people out there end up suffering and cry fro those whom betrayed them.
And I am the one that is afraid to get involve to this love matter.That is why until now I never had a boy friend.I know a lot about people's heart and that actually made me become someone that knows how to deal with this kind of various special people with heart problem.Having their boy friend's problem, family problem, friends problem and even their own problem and so on.
I just got tired about relationships problem and I made up my mind.Since family is already a fate to me and I have no choice but to be with them forever cos the more I know them the more I love them than before.No matter what they had done on me I still care and love them.This is already a love family drug to me...Hahaha...
Friends...I also kinda addicted to this drug when I got here in KK.Back in my hometown, even though you see me as a happy girl with a smiley face, well actually I'm not happy.I'm just forcing myself to smile so that people will like me.I never had best friends cos I had this bad past when i was in elemetary school.In really hurts me alot and this make me does not believe in anyone nor people beside me.From that time I swear I will not going to get a bestie friend because they are just the same.But after I came to KK, everything here is different.I kind open up my eyes and see how my friends help me when I was in trouble.So now I am addicted to this friendship love drug.
So people...when you open up your eyes and your mind, things are different and they are not what you think they are.
Love is always a drug.It just only depends whether you're dare to try this drug or not...
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