Really needed a very high rank of anger management. Ever since I become a video editor manager, its really an honour but problem keep on happening cause of some error that was done by some colleague. It's really hard to deal with people nowadays.
Work, friends, colleague, money, family...stress keep on flowing in.
Recently, my body started to grow weak; psychically, mentally and my soul. Everything of me is becoming weak. I get angry so easily. Easily get stressed. Both hand shakes and my heart throbbing so wild. Hard to breath and under depression while working. I can't talk nor smile already. Even though I do so everything was forced so that no one notice my matter.
Breathing is a hard thing to do and I do not know since when this started. Suffocates me alot and all the time. Even when I'm home, I still can't breath well. I wanted to cry but it just doesn't let out. Alot of method I have tried to release my stress but it's useless.
Sometimes I don't even know what am I doing. What am I seeing nor listening.
I need to go away from this place.
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