"I am sorry for being your cause of misery~"
"It's too late to apologize~ It's too late~"
"I am glad that you're happy with ur life now. I'll try to erase u from my memory. Good bye forever. I'll treat like we never met."
I mean like...WTF~????
What's the meaning of this damn shit????
I didn't say I hate you and wanna stop being your friend???
I just said I won't be treating you the same as before only...and now she got all this bunch of nonsense in her head.
*knock knock...Uhh...Hello?
I said I only will treat you different and I did said I forgive you... Does that mean you have to end our fucking relationship just like this with all what you want?
Maybe just like I knew you from before till now...You really do not understand me at all...you just decide what kind of personality I have without digging in my life and my personality...like last time...how can you direct decided yourself saying I am a person that look down on other people while I know myself I never done something like this?
A best friend of mine is accusing me on some reckless and nonsense personality that I don't have...And decided whatever she wants just from appearance that I have...I mean like...this is so shit...so damn shit...what the HELL is this????
From you? Why don't you look at yourself first before you decide something about me?
You know what? Your mum says your stupid and you really are one...if this is what you want then fine...I'm ok with this...since I already get over myself from you...so whatever happens, don't you ever EVER remember me...this is what you had chosen...
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Hi, so I've known your problem and hers for quite a long, long time now. And to be honest, I didn't want to interfere. But from the way the two of you working things out for this long period is really, REALLY irritating me. There's a barrier between the two of you when you try to communicate from what I heard and read. You, Howey, are letting your anger (or hatred. Call it what you want.) get the best of you. It's blinding you. She is trying so hard to apologize to you, but you just shunned her away WITHOUT having listen to what she has to say. Not only that, you scoffed and laughed at her apology? I mean why do you do this? Don't you know it takes so much courage to ask for forgiveness? The more you try to push her away, the more the two of you hurt. I know she isn't the best person when it comes to talking. I for one knows how she talks, and sometimes what she say may hurt, I admit that. But please know this; what she said or joked, she never mean any of them. You know her for what, almost 3 years? C'mon, you should know how she acts and talks by now! I'm only assuming that you're angry at her is because of something she said and you shouldn't let something this simple get to the two of you. You asked why she took so long just to apologize to you, isn't that right? Well, WHY NOT? Has it even occured to you that she MAY BE figuring/thinking of what she did wrong or what she said to make you sad and angry? Well, you were the one who was not willing to tell her what she did wrong and you EXPECT her to know and apologize? Srsly, even God isn't that demanding, y'kno. Can't the two of you set your differences aside and accept each other's apology? And if you're still not willing to forgive her, you have to AT LEAST tell her what she did or said wrong. She deserved at least that. Heck, she was even willing to ask for forgiveness of something she does NOT know what she did wrong. Doesn't that count her as being sincere? At least I know she isn't willing to throw away your friendship that's why she is being so depressed about it for so long.
I'm not trying to flare you up here, okay? I just hope that the two of you can work things out again. I hate to see things happen like this. The two of you were really close before. It's a waste to let it go down the drain of something so immature.
On another side note: Hatsune Miku from Vocaloid is not an anime. Look it up, the characters there are awesome. =P
Well Ranguran...
1st of all, ur not me...
2ndly, her apology is being convinced by another friend so she just apologies to me...if my friend doesn't convince her at all I don think she will take a move for her whole life...
3rdly, I laughed at her apologies cos it is so suddenly and unexpected and for 3 years I know her she never apologies to me...
4th, for those 3 years I know her she never ever speak something tht irritates me till she suddenly changed after she got her bf.
5th, I did let her know her problems and i keep telling her till I am angry and I don wanna talk about it cos no matter how many times I said she still continues it...
Thank you for being concern even thought I dunno who are you but the matters already been dragged too long till I set my mind and my heart to other way already...being friends back with her is ok for me now but it wont be the best anymore...that is all I can say...
From the looks of this problem... I still think that being best friends earlier on... this veron person should be considerate to Howey. Ok so she's got herself a bf but then she just totally got so into him and that she didnt really bother to care for her own "BFF" ? hmm that's not very nice. I mean yeah u should care about ur bf and all that.... but also be hanging out with ur best friend sometime right? From what i heard from Howey..., things have not been going well ever since Veron got herself a bf. she has not been paying too much attention to her own best friend and gave all her attention to the bf. Now that's what i consider a shitty half assed best friend. What kind of best friend do u call that? I may be a third party and dont really know them but Howey i know her ever since kindergarten. and well she is NOT the one who always have a bad temper. That's for sure. if my best friend does the same thing as this Veronica then i would just totally ignore her for the rest of my life. if she asks for forgiveness then i'll have to ask her why should i when what she did clearly was not the right thing but she did it anyways? Although Howey didnt tell her what's wrong... that yeah she maybe should have told her what's wrong... but Veron on other hand should know too. Use your head man!! Something's definitely wrong if ur own best friend is doing this to u. And when i heard that Howey said this veron's bf often says bad stuff about Howey but Veronica does not even defend her own best friend but just sit there and do nothing. That is just too much. What kind of best friend is that? like hello??
I think Howey deserves to be angry. Also if veronica has been trying so hard to apologize as a "best friend" she would have just done that even without knowing the reason. Howey is not someone who would just get mad at someone without a reason. There's something going on and it needs to be fixed. If i were to see that my best apologize but didnt even read what i replied CLEARLY and understand the whole meaning of it then that's just bullshit she's talking. look at the stupid message she said to Howey. "erase you from my memory"?? A best friend.... would never have said that... dont be such a childish brat. If you were a true best friend... you would have made up sooner than this. You would never say all those bullshit. but yeah... that's all i gotta say i guess.... best friend or not... veron should have defended Howey when the bf started shitting his pants about all those bad stuff about Howey instead of worrying that he's gonna leave u or whatnot. If the bf cares about veron... he should at least be nice to Howey since she's Veron's best friend and like they were close before they even met. so yeah...
Good luck Howey!!! Know that i'll always be there to listen to ur sorrows.
Akiko_sama =D
Oh, so now I see the whole picture. I'm sorry I was harsh on my first comment. I've always been hearing one side of the story. I really never knew what was the issue that Howey was really angry about....til now that is. Thanks for pointing it out...Think I need to talk to her if what the two of you said are true. (not that I doubt you, just need to clarify and see if she is at least aware of what she had been doing these few months to Howey. Maybe she has been oblivious to it as well cause I've known her for a long, long time and she tends to be really oblivious at times).
Btw, Howey? Don't give up on friendships too easily. Especially those in the future. It's okay to have best friends, you don't have to be afraid of them or shun them away. And true, some may hurt you deeply...and some may show their true colors (in a bad way) after awhile, or some might even change in time (Like Veron, though, I don't know if this is true yet...Still have to clarify), but know this: In this world, you can't live without friends. (= So what if old friends hurt you? Just find new ones! Best friends might be from your enemies, who knows? Just don't give up on friendship, cause that is the next best thing you may have other than your family (and God.) in life. See, even your friend (Akiko) is supporting you. Don't treat bad experiences so negatively, yeah? Treat it as an obstacle you have to get through in life that will make you stronger spiritually. And try not holding grudges too, it's not healthy for your soul.
And, if you cannot be the best of friends with her anymore that is understandable as well. Being friends is still good enough... it's better than being enemies, right? I hope the two of you can really reconcile though. Peace~ *off to find a certain someone now*
Well Ranguran I don blame u cos u only heard from one side only so I wont really care cos there are things I cant control at all...when things are already stated like that then it is like that already...
Grudges...now im still learning to let go but its not on Veron anymore cos her matter is a small matter only...u can tell her I don hate her it's just that I cant go back and be the way I am as b4 to her...
Thanx for the advise anyway...
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